2008的年第一次生病。。。

我生病..（好樣是在慶祝什麼的。。。哈哈。。）這是第一次啦，在2008年。。。

可是在一個星期四..：（

什麼都來了。。。頭痛，肚子痛，喉嚨痛，身體好酸，又發燒，又怕冷。。。




之前，當我洗澡時，那個太陽照熱過的水在由電熱水器在加熱，小宋還認為不夠熱..我要更熱一點點。。使我不會覺得冷....



生病讓我覺得很累啊。。。寫到這裡啦。。。希望明天我會好了。。。

a new place to eat... 台灣美食。。。

this is a new place to eat.. oh.. not that new but still, this was my first time there though...
i have been having cravings for beef noodles in soup... particularly those of the vietnamese style.. but seeing as my colleagues were saying that this place is not bad, i thought i'd give it a try..

the decor is not bad actually.. simple.. i think this would have been a typical decor in taiwan.. i ordered a hot beef noodles soup.. to be honest, the menu was all written in chinese with english pin yin (which serve no purpose to those who can't understand chinese in the first place.. hehehe.. i forgot to tell the lady boss about that during the impromptu survey that she did right after i had my meal = =)
the noodles was nice.. HOT was the operative word.. i have to say the heat got to me first before the taste.. and the noodles was a tad bit soggy to my liking.. which i told the lady boss.. but i guess others might like the soft noodles.. i prefer it al-dente - please this is not italian pasta.. haha.. oh well..

the lady boss treated me to a piece of toast.. some taiwanese style toast.. not bad.. milky in taste.. i kinda enjoyed it.. also she started a conversation with me.. fact gathering i guess for the business.. through the conversation i found out the place was probably in operations since the beginning of the year and that the lady boss had beforehand stayed in taiwan.. the experience was pleasant.. i was sweating from eating the hot soup.. everything was hot in there.. but i was in an air-conditioned room.. hmm...

大叔趕完了沒？

早上去吃早中餐時，發生了有趣和令人抓狂的事


早上太多人了，所以都要排隊等。。。不知道為什麼，小頌點的那一樣就很快的來了，可是旁邊桌的大叔就立刻的走來跟服務生說是他先點的，所以因該先送過給他。。。然後他就對小頌說是他先，就快快的叫那個服務生送過去。。。
小頌一句話也沒說。。。

過了五分鐘後，小頌的食物來了。。。

大叔好沒禮冒也。。。 還好我不是那麼的餓。。。

星期天也那麼的趕？ 趕什麼？

三月的雨。。。

這三月，很會下雨。。。
可能是春天的到來把。。。啊！忘了，這裡沒有四季，只有雨天或清天。。。



也好。。。讓雨清潔一下大環境...

讓大家停下來思考，在下雨後的寧靜...

想。。。

三月來的可真快啊，讓記憶中的二月慢慢的消失...在這兩者之間，那些所停下的許多煩腦，現在又開始思想。。。目前有很少的能量去把它給做到。。。 所以想。。。

想幼稚一點點，但現實很殘酷，
想要快樂，但總覺的悲傷，
想活躍，但仍然是被動的，
想大膽，但永遠膽子小，
想親近，但感覺陌生,
想誠實，但因為害怕而不敢，
想離開，但不舍得，
想自由，但被現實綁住，
想追，但沒有目標，
想擁抱，但根本不可能。。。

人生嗎，有很多如意和不如意的。。。想太多也不能解決問題。。。

就讓它順其自然

cafe cafe in town...

one of the nights, the remaining gang and i went to cafe cafe in town near the river front to just sit and yumcha...

the place was packed... even at around 9.30 p.m. leftover crowds from the chinese new year celebration...

usually by the 7th day of the cny celebration, people who had come back for the celebration had already gone back to their places and spaces elsewhere..

anyway.. we were enjoying the night there, chatting up old times...


the atmosphere is actually nice.. it was really cold inside the place, so decided to sit outside.. but the weather suddenly turned chilly these past few days.. normally we won't feel the chill that much.. but interestingly enough, the tropically heaty place like sibu has also those chilly nights..

the night was cold, yet we ordered cold drinks too... well.. served us right for complaining about the cold and still ordering cold drinks..

but it is a good place to hang out... they have wifi too...

back to normal???

today marked the 7th day of the into the new lunar new year.. after the festivities, things are returning to normal... or are they...

for one thing, people are returning to their own places and spaces, continuing on with their lives... many people who made it an effort to return to their home towns for the celebration have left, despite the unwillingness to go...

sure, coming back to one's hometown would be preceded with a feeling of anticipation.. then euphoria.. if the stay were slightly longer, boredom will set it.. but when time comes to leave, a sense of unwillingness will set in...

as for me, i too feel this.. anticipating my friends from all over to return for the festivities.. enjoying their company during these days of celebration.. but as they leave to return to their lives, a feeling of emptiness just sets in.. it is uncomfortable..

i don't know will normalcy ever set in... i guess is not just the missing of people, but holding on to those dear memories that accompanied each and everyone of us throughout our lives...

when we say our goodbyes and arranged to meet the next lunar new year, i wonder if things will continue to change till that promise also becomes a blurr?? please don't...